repitition.

you all have been:
eating at the same places
celebrating the same birthdays
drinking the same, lame beer
going to the same, lame parties
shopping at the same, tired stores
doing the same, lame drugs
and complaining about the same, lame, fucked up relationships you are all in.

all the while slighting,
and keeping yourself from (& therefore punishing):
your expansive intelligence, thoughts, & self-created wisdom
the chance to make your own decisions & create your own rules (not just what somebody else wants you to do or see you become but instead what you REALLY want to do & what you REALLY want to see yourself become)
exciting people, places, and ideas
& ultimately: God's grace which is already (& has been since the beginning of your time) been bestowed upon you

and on top of all this: a life well examined -- which is what we all deserve.
i'm leaving this place in a short while & you should too.